Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts

Saturday, January 24, 2009

... feri suru bhayo class haru ...

... ya m back to skul (used to call 'skul' to 'Uni' back in Philippines) again ... don't know if I am really having a good feeling about it ... there was time I thought will not be continuing it and all of sudden I am here again doing same stuffs .... doing assignments, taking quizes, feeling anxious before tests and exams, taking labs - student life used to be fun then. Cetainly, time has changed and me along.

... difficult part being a student again after such a long time that I felt is realizing that you do not have the same brain that you used to have then and your brain is neither keen enough to new stuffs nor good enough to recall old stuffs... No doubt, study always demands hardwork, commitment and proactivity, and to no exception your professional job asks the same too ... then what is the fuss??? If I am able to put good effort for the same in my job then why can't I do the same for study? Is it so because I feel that I want to but do not feel that I really need to?

... khai ke ho ke ho yaar !!!!

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Yestai ho! (This is it!)

... yhe, thought trying it one more time again. Been a bit time stopped blogging, just cause thoughts were never composed enough to be put in words. It was though agreed few times back that we gonna jot down all the stuffs roam around in that upper cut of the head, yet wasn't that easy to keep up with it.

Several of times, I thought to ressurect the urge to express .. hah ... but what - thoughts never melt down and my fingers were never ready to tatter them in the keyboard. Aja achanak - out of no where, today I am writing once again and once again to a new blog .... 

Yestai ho - this is how I am, been never committed to what I started ... leaving jobs unfinished ... finding novelty all the time and never contended with it once you find it ... lets see how far this one will take me to ....

Ke garne - yestai nai ho ta ma???